120.

What if God did exist
And he were one of us,
Would you be able to recognize
His powers?
Would he be a superhero?
Would he really be a saint?
Would he be the one described by any religion,
Would you celebrate his advent?

What if God did exist
And he were one of us,
Wouldn't he be kinda stuck-up,
With so many believers,
He'd be an influencer,
Would he ever fuck up?

I don't believe in religion,
I do believe in karma,
And if God did exist
And he were one of us,
I think he'd be a leader,
Someone to guide the others
Into becoming better,
Into being spiritual,
Not into following stupid rituals
For stupid celebrations
Just made for enslaving masses
Or spending lots of money.

What if God did exist
And he were one of us,
Do you think he'd be happy
With most of the priests we have?
Would churches be his homes,
With golden roofs and walls?
Would he be fasting for days
Until he would get sick
And then he'd just start eating
Until he would get sick?

What if God did exist
And he were one of us...
I truly hope he's not,
'Cause he'd be ashamed of us...

119.

There's people that know all your buttons
And just push them, just because,
It's like they know all your demons and how they can be summoned,
They bring to the surface each of your flaws.
You feel how your dark side easily comes to light,
Your good energy simply loses the fight,
Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety,
When you're taken over by vanity.

118.

I wish life were a holiday,
Trips here and there,
Fun all the way.
I wish most of our time were a holiday
And more rarely
Work would take all our days away.
I don't want it all on a plate,
That was never my way,
I'd probably get bored
Instantly.
But I wish I could sleep
And take trips
And have spare time for things
More often than I do today...
I wish I'd find a balance
Between income and living my way,
But life is not fair
And resting is rare
While nothing is cheap,
Here goes another week...

117.

Being good
Should happen all year long,
Being moderated
Should not depend on your religion,
Being close to your loved ones
Should be something common.

Always have family dinners
And celebrate life together,
Always share spirituality
And talk without formality,
Always open up to them
And share the light
Not matter how little bright,
Always spend your time
Close to your family, drinking wine,
Eating your favourite dishes,
Showing your love and best wishes!

116.

I wish life would come with instructions
So we'd at least have some guidelines,
But it seems like it was not in the Universe's plan
To have it easy for us.
Sometimes, if we listen to the silence
And close our eyes to really see,
The Universe speaks to us kindly
And tells us what it'd be good if we did;
Life gives us the choice, yes, every single time,
Sure, to some things we'll be drawn,
But it's all under our own control,
Free-will is a right of each new-born,
The rest are just excuses or pure fright!
So next time you see the big picture,
Work your way towards it
And even if it's hard and you'll want to give up
Remember it's all part of your ideal setup!

115.

There are no wrong answers,
Just as there are no right answers,
There are just answers
And then there's us.
And there's our moods
And our personalities
And our morals
And our plans.
Our expectations
And just who we are.

And there are no wrong questions,
Just as there are no right questions,
There are just questions,
But then there's our tones...
Then there's our voices
And then there's our moods,
Then there's our morals
And just who we are,
And then questions and answers
Become right or wrong,
They make us hurt
Or they make us way strong.

They make us wrong people
Or they make us right people.

114.

"Things I do for love"
One of my favourite lines
From Courage, the cowardly dog.
I used to watch that cartoon
When I was kid, sometime at noon
And wouldn't get half of it.
Those weird stories with lessons behind them
And all the extents to which a woman or a man
Can and should go
For the ones they love.
Those demons were inside,
We're all in the middle of nowhere,
There's always a Muriel,
But also an Eustace Bagge.

"Things I do for love"
Is something we should all hear
And say more often, purely, simply, mere,
Because it's all about what love does
To us.

113.

How can we say we're solid
When we break so easily?
When we melt so easily?
When we're all made of energy
And we can wrap around things
Or shift shape and mentality?
How can we say we're solid
When we can change so easily?
When we transform so easily?
When we're all made of liquid mostly,
When we can't break the strings,
And we're not defined by one thing, but by plurality?

How can we say we're solid,
When we're as hollow as we can be?

112.

Same days,
Same 24 hours,
But now we have more hours of light,
When the sun sets later,
So does our energy,
We get to do more
(or at least get the impression that we do).
Much more sunny days,
More vitamin D,
Feeling less sleepy,
Way more better mood,
Feel like doing more than we should
(or at least get the impression that we do).

The truth is that if there's inner light
And a lot of peace,
Then on the outside
There's no stress
And we always get to do
Exactly as much
As we should
(there's no impression, it's the truth).

111.

Internet trolls,
We all know them -
Either personally, or from any posts
Or maybe we've even been one
At some point.
Sometimes they're funny,
Sometimes they're the worst,
They're always there to comment
Whether they know what they're talking about or not.
Trolls just look to get on your nerves,
Trolls sometimes change the meaning of words.
(Others' or their own)
Regardless of their purpose and how annoying they are,
Have you ever noticed that most are actually smart?

110.

Orange is the color of today,
Lively, fun, at times excentric,
Orange is light and intimacy,
Such good vibes and energy.
Orange has chances to become
The new purple in the beat of a drum,
Orange is a good conversation,
Interesting topics, I don't even have to mention,
Orange is the Sun at dawn and sunset,
Continuity, the chance to be able to see
Through, deeper, better, with more openness,
Orange is common sense in times of excess.

109

Some evenings bring high expectations
And it's those that disappoint you the most.
Some evenings will seem to be like others,
But can sometimes turn way worse.
Some evenings will be a waste of time,
When you could choose something else,
TGIF, but now it's already gone,
Well, at least you were out with family and friends.
Some evenings are better spent indoors,
Some chill, games, drinks and rest.

108.

The promise was there
And so was the need,
It seemed it'd be different this time.
That moment before,
The hope, the skipped heartbeat,
The color - just fine,
The texture looked perfect indeed!
And then you get closer,
You reach and grab for it
And then...it's the same all the time!!!

'Cause nothing is perfect
And it's something we face,
Nobody but women understand...
So when men talk about
All those double standards,
I raise one to them in style:
When you're feeling neglected,
When you think women have it better,
When you think it's easier for us,
Just please picture this:
We're in our favourite store,
They got that new pair of jeans
And we love it, we love it and it fits,
Then we try it on
And it looks just perfect
And those front pockets are simply just worth it...

Hahahaha
(cries in Spanish)
Our jeans don't have pockets...
Fashion world,
Why don't
Our jeans have pockets?
Or pocket,
Even one,
At this point,
One would be just fine...

107.

I love it how you take over,
Always at the right time,
We have this weird connection,
I know your heart and you know mine.
I'd recognize you should I be blind,
I see you always clearly, not with my eyes,
I'd hear the song of your being should I go deaf,
You lead the beat of my heart and I'm safe!
I love coming back to you at the end of the day,
You give me comfort and raise a bubble of colors around me,
You're perfect like a day of May,
Warm-chilly, 'cause you're my favourite paradox!

106.

Heart rate increased,
Sweaty palms -
Can hardly breathe,
Are you gonna die?
5 minutes ago,
Everything was just fine,
No reason to worry,
But, oh, you're so stressed out,
So tired, worn out,
Have no voice, but you'd shout.
It's a panic attack,
Breathe in, then breathe out,
Just repeat the same rhythm,
Afraid you'll blackout,
Is it a heart attack?
Your hands feeling numb,
Can't think, it's quite dumb,
Can't stand, feeling dizzy,
Everything's keeping your brain so busy!
And then, just like that,
When you feel close to fainting,
All of a sudden it's gone...!

105.

I wish they would have taught me in school
How to be an adult;
I would've felt as less of a fool
Now that I'm all grown up.
I wish I would've self-taught myself while in school
How to grow into an adult;
But my mind was such a big ridicule,
I was just a scared silly pup.

I wish that now that I'm an adult,
I'd have more time to self-teach myself
To be the way that I was back in school,
Scared and silly and a big ridicule,
But freer and happier and much more carefree.
Am I the adult that hoped for teenage me,
The person I longed and hoped that I'd be?

104.

The line between good and bad is gone,
We're all acceptant now.
People's flaws are being celebrated,
Being nasty is assertive and cool,
Being a flasher makes you a militant of body positivity,
Seeing others as your tools are leadership skills,
Having no value, but a PR, makes you an influencer,
Rightfully criticizing others makes you but a troll.

Gender equality means men making make-up tutorials
And women watching just as much porn,
Men being so sensitive and so fashionable and all
And women cursing and joking about their imaginary dicks -
This is the world that we live in today,
Femininity and masculinity are intertwined and it seems okay,
The human kind is changing and there is no way
To change this or make it go away.

103.

Imagine waking up each morning
To a view above the water,
Replacing coffee with a trip canoeing,
Living in the house of your dreams.
Imagine sitting in a comfy chair
On the patio in your garden,
Breathing fresh air and smelling your own grown-flowers,
Feeling posh as hell while reading a paper
(Just because - 'cause you have it all on the internet)
Wearing a fancy silk robe and smiling without a care.
And imagine having a sight of the mountains,
So much greenery, nature embraced,
Imagine happiness right in that place,
Without nothing else that matters to be chased.

102.

If I were to open that box,
I'd also need a time-travel machine.
I'd like to be able to travel between Universes,
Maybe I'd be able to break all the curses
And change all the courses
Of this tiny world.
If I were to open that box,
I'd probably be freer, but much more hurt.
I'd like to be able to rely on myself more,
Maybe I'd be able to find the shore
And change all that's sore
In this tiny world.

If I were to...then maybe...
This is what it's all about
In this tiny world.
And I started having dreams again
About the whole wide world.

101.

Where are you heading to?
What do you want to find?
Don't you realise you're forgetting to be kind?
What do you expect to win,
Don't you know life mocks us all?
If you were to take a poll,
Would you say you're lucky?
What are your worries?
You have a roof above your head,
You have food and clothes and a warm bed,
You have money to travel, money to buy enough stuff,
You have a life partner that smoothens all that's rough!
So what's going on in your head?
When you have all the important stuff, what do you want instead?
You're doing what you like and doing great
So why do you crush your own shoulders with so much imaginary weight?
Have you really forgotten that those who need to know you name
Already do and love it, so you've already won the game...

100.

We all have our therapy,
Shopping is mine.
Yes, it makes me feel fine,
No, I never regret spending too much,
'Cause who needs food?
We all have our guilty pleasures,
Sweets are mine.
Yes, they make me feel fine,
No, I never regret eating too much,
'Cause I'm never sick from them.
We all have our hobbies
And writing is mine.
Yes, it makes me feel fine,
No, I never regret struggling too much,
'Cause to me it's like...shopping.

99.

Call it as you may,
But in my head
Things aren't how they are today.
Now they're pretty grey
And it feels like only yesterday
My eyes would even hurt
From all the colors,
But would somehow cause no discomfort.
Maybe it's just me,
But the simple things used to be
Running differently.
All the little gestures,
The unexpected attention,
The ice in my chest that had melted,
Now again it's getting cold.
Spring, please come already,
Lead our steps to summer,
Bring us back to warmer
Times and memories.
Now, same circumstances,
Once so nicely painted,
Have gradually fainted.
It's not like I wasn't warned
And now truth be told,
Maybe I'm unfit
For how this world works.
Time will always have its say,
It's no story written today,
But I've watched too many movies,
Listen to too much music,
Maybe dreamt too much,
So this is hard to watch.
This is hard to feel.
Call it as you may,
But in my head
Things aren't how they are today.

98.

It's April already,
When did time fly like that?
It's like yesterday
You were drinking with your friends
On New Year's Eve.

It's 2019 already,
When did time fly like that?
It's like yesterday
It was 1999 and you were with your sibling
Out playing with the other kids in the block.

It's your 30's already,
When did time fly like that?
It's like yesterday
You were playing with your toys
Without a care in the world...

97.

I dreamt that an alien attack was taking place,
(Not sure why on Earth they'd choose this planet out of the entire space)
And realized how unprepared I'd be
Would it to happen in reality.
I'm not ready
For any calamity,
I have no skills, no strategy,
They'd probably get me immediately.
It's good to have a plan, just in case,
Not count on anybody,
'cause they might not be around
And the last thing that you'd want
Is to be a damsel in distress!
(Whether you're a woman or man)

96.

Cheers!
Shot after shot,
Life is so fun when you're 20 something.
Wake up the next day,
Expected worse, but it's not,
Your body's running perfectly, everything is pumping.

Cheers,
Shot after shot,
You're 30 now and kinda know when to stop.
Wake up the next day,
Expected it'll be ok, but it's not,
Your body's hurting and head feels like it's gonna pop.

Cheers
Shot after shot,
You're getting older and maybe virgin cocktails work just fine,
You did not drink too much, but went to sleep too late,
Expected it'll be ok, but two days later,
You're still trying to crawl out of bed...

95.

As an adult,
You won't appreciate anything more
Than an unplanned nap
Just at the right time.
As an adult,
You will simply love,
Being able to go to sleep,
At any hour, just because.
As an adult,
You'd just kick your child-self
For not taking enough naps,
For falling in the silliest of traps
And growing up -
Without a good backup of naps.

94.

Remember that commercial
With "patience is everything,
Contact is nothing"?
Well, wait in traffic
At a pick hour
And see how you feel then.
Keep saying "goosfraba"
Or whatever works,
While in your mind imagine setting fire to it all.
Burn your car, burn the streets, burn everyone,
Anything that will clear this place,
Getting creative with all those curses,
Thinking so many that there're enough for all the parallel universes...

93.

Your body will be a body
Even if you're still alive,
Your mind will be devoured
And soul be left without a drive
And, at times, there's no "unless".
Being caught up in other's wishes,
Drained and unable to escape,
Socially, you can't speak your mind,
Can't throw up all the misery
On whoever caused it,
You're constantly feeling nauseated,
Just take a seat!
Give up on your flesh and blood,
Nothing belongs to you,
Give up on your mind,
It's just the sum of your ancestors
And all the collective subconscious
And yet it's useless, you're not wise.
Remember when you thought you'd never end up in a certain way?
Well say hello to that today;
Your body will be a body
Even if you're still alive...

92.

Got a song stuck in my head,
Doesn't matter where I am,
See myself somewhere on a beach,
Wear my sunglasses, acting rich
In happiness, just feeling zen.
Doesn't matter where or when,
Headsets on or not, song's in my head,
Hear the waves, Instagram some palmtrees,
Almost feel that lovely breeze,
Life feels good, no matter what.
There's no timetravel yet,
But it feels like it with a good song, I bet
You all know what I'm talking about,
You create happiness, there's no doubt!
Vamos a la playa,
'Cause this place makes me feel like a pariah!

91.

Be grateful if your issues are routine,
Too little time to go out
Or even not sleeping enough.
Be grateful if your issues are boredom,
Doing daily the same job,
Feeling unappreciated enough.
Be grateful if your issues are sadness
Or even some panic attacks,
Extra kilos or any eating disorders,
Not being the one to give the orders,
Questions about what you're doing with your life
Or even that "friend" that used on you betrayal's knife.


Be grateful if your issues are not medical,
Not fighting any painful diseases,
Not struggling to wake up and walk,
Not having to count the last hours on your clock...