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I am lucky, I'm fine

I'm sometimes stupid

And get caught up in silly things:

I used to hate Cupid

Or hate life for not giving me wings,

I used to play the victim

And keep searching for excuses,

I used to keep searching for "him"

And then to hate what he does or uses...

I used to feel inferior

While feeling above all at the same time,

I used to feel like a defeated warrior

That never actually went to war in its lifetime.

There are times when I overthink

And times when I seem to not think at all,

Sometimes I get what I want in a blink

And sometimes I have no goal.

I'm sometimes dumb

And I overreact,

Sometimes, for no reason, I feel completely numb

And I know now truely for a fact

That's my silly perception,

Just my own impression

That my luck rode right past me,

Cause that's not true at all...

I am lucky:

I have my family,

I have my friends,

I have all the strength

And I have all the brains

To take on the world,

If that's what I'd like,

To enjoy a good life,

To be a good wife,

To pursue my true calling

(If only I'd stop stalling).

It's all in my power

To be grateful for all,

For my husband's arms

And my brother's jokes,

For my parents' smiles

And my friends' crazy ways,

For my dear lovely pets

And all the lessons I get

From all of them.

So today I count my blessings

And when I draw the line

There's just one conclusion:

I am lucky, I'm fine.